Always Flying High

2008-07-24T05:51:00.000-07:00

MY THURSDAY TIMES

HEY.TODAY IS A NORMAL DAY..IN THE MORNING I HAD PSL MEETING AND IT IS ABOUT THE STREET SOCCER THAT IS GOING TO OCCUR AFTER SCHOOL.AFTER THE MEETING I HAD HOME PERIOD..AIYO AND BEFORE THAT I HAVE TO HELP TO GIVE OUT THE NEWS PAPER AS IT IS THE PSL JOB TO DO THAT..BORING..THEN I WENT BACK TO MY HOMEROOM FOR HOME PERIOD A.K.A READING PERIOD.THEN I HAD ENGLISH CLASS..THE RAJU RAJU CLASS...THAT CLASS/LESSON IS THE MOST BORING..I LUV ENGLISH BUT IS THE TEACHER WHO MADE US HATE IT SO MUCH.IN ENGLISH CLASS TODAY WE HAD STORY TELLING.WE MUST SUMMARISED THE BOOK THAT WE ARE ASSIGN TO..SHIT AR..LUCKILY I CAN TALK SMOOTHLY IF NOT MUST STAY BACK..THEN WE HAD MATHS LESSON,AS PER NORMAL BORING LIKE SHIT...THEN RECCESS.OK LA..THEN GAUTHAMAN GOT BEATEN/BULLIED BY THE REAL GANGSTERS IN OUR SCHOOL...SERVE HIM RITE...SO NAUGHTY...THEN WE HAD MUSIC LESSON..OK LAR THE MUSIC LESSON..WE HAD SOME DANCE,AND WARMING UP...THEN WE HAD D&T LESSON.WOW..TODAY IS THE FIRST TIME I SAW MY D&T TEACHER MR TEO SHOUT...MY CLASSMATES TALK BACK TO HIM..AND HE SHOUTED..THEN WHEN THEY COME OUT,,THEY WERE LAUGHING..AIYO..ARE THEY CRAZY...WE ALL FIND IT WEIRD...WE THOUGHT HE WERE ANGRY..NVM...THEN HOME PERIOD AGAIN...VLA BLA BLA BLA BLA...

AFTER SCHOOL,,I HAVE TO GO FOR MY PSL DUTY,,THE STREET SOCCER...SO KECOH SIA...ESPECIALLY THE SEC 3...AIYO..SO HARD TO HANDLE THEM...THEN I GO HOME AT 4.3O AND SHIT,,I FORGET TO GIVE BACK THE KEY TO THE STREET SOCCER COURT..SHIT SHIT SHIT....I'M GONNA GET IT TOMORROW...ANYWAY,,BYE BYE...

2008-07-23T04:41:00.000-07:00

......... HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY.........

HEY.TODAY IS MY 3'RD ANNIVERSARY.QUITE FUN TOO !!! SINCE THE 18 OF JULY I HAVE BEEN REMEMBERING THIS AND I AM UP TO THIS THING..AND COOL,,IT HAS COME TO THE DAY..I BOUGHT HER SUMTING FROM THE AIRPORT.QUITE EXPENSIVE TOO..BUT QUITE NICE TOO...TO ME,,MONEY IS NOT A PROBLEM FOR HER...ANYTHING FOR HER I WILL SACRIFISE....EVEN THOUGH IT INCLUDES MY LIFE...

ANYWAY,I WAS SO EXECITED TO GIVE HER THE PRESENT BUT THEN IN THE MORNING,I DID NOT SEE HER..FINE,THEN I TRIED TO SEE HER DURING RECCESS TIME ...AND I SAW HER...BUT,SHE WAS WITH HER FRIENDS..SHIT AR....TOO BAD,,I HAVE TO SEE HER AFTER SCHOOL...THEN AT 1.30,I WENT TO LOOK FOR HER..I ASKED HER FRIENDS AND HASLINDA WHERE IS SHE,AND THEY SAID DUN KNOW..BUT THEY SAY SHE WILL BE HAVING A CLASS AT 2 AND END AT 3....SO TOO BAD,,I WAITED FOR HER...THEN LUCKILY,,I SAW HER AT THE CANTTEN..AND HER FRIENDS ALL GO AWAY..GOOD..I WENT TO HER AND HOLD HER HANDS AND ASK FOR FORGIVNESS AS I LOSE HER THUMBDRIVE..THAT WAS SO BAD OF ME...THEN,I GAVE HER MY PRESENT AND WISH HER HAPPY ANNIVERSARY....I TOLD HER SOORY AGAIN AND AGAIN SHE SAID OK..BUT I KNOW IN HER HEART SHE WILL BE ANGRY...THEN I TOLD HER,,CAN I BUY YOU A NEW ONE..SHE SAID OK...WOAH..HENG AR....I HOPE SHE'S HAPPY...THATS ALL...THANK YOU AND BYE....

2008-07-21T04:16:00.000-07:00

A TERRIBLE BAD LUCK DAY FOR ME..

TODAY IS NOT A GOOD DAY FOR ME..I RECIEVE ALOT OF BAD LUCKS TODAY..TODAY IS JUST NOT MY DAY...TODAYS DAY SUCK...I'M SO STRESS...YOU KNOW WHAT,JUST NOW I PLAYED SOCCER WITH MY FRIENDS DURING RECCESS...AND BECAUSE OF THE SOCCER PLAYING,,MY THUMBDRIVE LOST..AND GUESS WHAT I CONTAINS MY IPW WORK...A VIDEO,A RECIPE FOR IPW ANF THE A 19 SLIDES POWERPOINT FOR PRESENTATION...OUH MY GOD...THIS IS SO BAD...ALL MY EFFORT ARE GONE...JUST LIKE THAT...YOU WOULD'NT KNOW HOW PAIN IS IT TO LOST SUCH THINGS..AND BECAUSE OF THAT,,MY GROUP NEED TO REDO BACK EVERYTHING IN A LAST MINUTE POSITION...THEY NEED TO RETAKE VIDEO AGAIN AND THAT TOOK A LONG TIME....IT WAS SO SUCKING...THEN,I AND MY FRIEND JUNIOR WENT TO EDIT THE VIEDO N IT TOOK 1 HOUR TO DO THAT....SO STRESS...AND THEN,,I NEED TO BORROW MISS TOH THUMBDRIVE AND REDO BACK MY POWERPOINT SLIDES...DO BACK A 29 SLIDES....29 SLIDES !!!!!!!!!!!!THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING TO ME...AND I CAN'T SLEEP TODAY AS I NEED TO REDO BACK AND ALSO DO THE SCRIPT FOR THEM..DIE SIA....

OTHER THAN THAT,,I DID NOT DO MY HISTORY HOME WORK...SHIT AR... I NEED TO DO 3 TIMES OF THAT WORK AND AN ASSIGNMENT FROM MISS WONG...HELP ME......HELP.....SHE NAG AT ME SAYING THAT I AS A STUDENT LEADER CANNOT DO LIKE THIS....AND SO ON...WALAU...

AND YOU KNOW WHAT,,I FOUND OUT THAT MY WUHAN FRIENDS ARE SUPPOSE TO PRESENT ABOUT OUR WUHAN EXPERIENCE...AND GUESS WHAT,,THEY INSERT ALOT OF PICTURES N VIEDEOS OF MY WHEN I SHOUTED AND SCARED OF THE DARK AND GHOST...SHIT AR....IS SO EMBARASSING....I KNOW THIS FROM WAH JING...AND GUESS WHAT,HE'S ALSO IN THIS MATTER...SO BAD SIA..CAN EVEN LAUGH AT ME...THAT IS SO MEAN...

THEN TODAY,AFTER SCHOOL I FALL DOWN AND HURT MY FINGERS AND LEGS....OUH SHIT...TODAY IS JUST NOT A GOOD DAY FOR ME....

2008-07-21T04:06:00.000-07:00

MY HEALTH CHECK UP DAY !!!!!!!!

WOAH..TODAY IS MY HEALTH CHECK UP DAY.LUCKILY NO INJECTION.THATS COOL....WELL..WHAT HAPPEN DURING THE CHECK UP IS THAT THEY ONLY CHECK YOUR EYES AND YOUR BACK BONE...MY EYE TEST WAS SO NOT GOOD..THEY SAID I HAVE COLOUR BLIND,,,OUH THATS IS SO NOT GOOD....THEN I HAD A BACKBONE CHECK....I DON'T REALLY LIKE THAT BACKBONE CHECK THINGY...HAVE TO OPEN SHIRT SIA...SOME MORE THE DOCTOR GIRL SIA...AIYO..BAD LUCK SIA....BUT THEN I RELAX,,AND THEY CHECK...AND THE RESULTS IS THAT MY BACKBONE IS A BIT SLUNTED AND I HAVE TO FO FOR A CHECK UP AT A HOSPITAL...OUH..THAT IS SHIT....THEY ASK ME TO DRINK MORE MILK..YAK YAK....WELL THATS ALL....IW WAS QUITE FUN TOO HAVING THIS CHECK UP...THE REASON IS THAT NO NEED GO FOR LESSONS...SO HAPPY....

2008-07-20T06:20:00.000-07:00

TURN OVER A NEW LEAF

ITS ALREADY TIME FOR ME TO TURN OVER A NEW LEAF.I NEED CHANGE...I WANT CHANGES....CHANGES IN EVERYTHING.I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE....I NEED A NEW LIFE.A NEW CHANGE IN ME..I WANT EVERYTHING NEW FOR ME....I HATED MY LIFE....WHY MUST I BE THE ONE SUFFERING HAVING THIS KINDS OF PROBLEMS...NO..THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING TO ME....HELP ME.....I NEED CHANGE....IN EVRYTHING I DO I NEED CHANGE....I DON'T WANT THIS LIFE....I CAN'T TOLLERATE THIS LIFE...ITS TO PAINFULL....ALOT OF INSULTATION HAVE OOCUR...AND WHO'S THE ONE WHO GOT IT??????ME OF COURSE...NO MORE OF THIS...I'M GOING TO QUIT EVERYTHING...I WANNA QUIT MY SOFT LIFE AND WANNA HAVE A NEW STRONG LIFE...I WANNA QUIT DANCING,QUIT MY ATTITUDE AND QUIT IN EVERYTHING....THIS LIFE SUCKS.....A NEW LIFE IS WHAT I NEED...I'M SUFFERING....I'VE BEEN INSULTED SO BADLY AND I WANNA TO CHANGE OVER TO A NEW PERSON...TREAT ME LIKE A NEW PERSON FROM NOW ONWARDS....I HAVE TO TURN OVER INTO A BRAND NEW LEAF....ITS ABOUT TIME....

2008-07-18T06:49:00.000-07:00

MY SAYANG-SAYANG STORY.........

HI.TODAY IS A RACIAL HARMONY DAY.AS YOU CAN SEE THAT SHE WORE WHITE AND I WORE SILVER.I ACTUALLY WANT TO WORE WHITE AS I HEARD SHE'S GOING TO WEAR WHITE.SO IF I WEAR WHITE ITS LIKE A COUPLE.ITS MATCHING ALSO.BUT MY WHITE IS DIRTY.DON'T TELL ME TO WEAR THAT.ITS VERY UNPLEASANT ISN'T IT.

AS I CAME DOWN FOR RECCESS,I SAW HER TAKING PICTURS FOR LINDA,BRYAN AND SOMEONE WHICH I CAN;'T REMEMBER.SO I JUST WENT TO VIEW WHAT IS IT ALL ABOUT OR WHATS GOING ON..SUDDENLY,I ALMOST FALL ON HER.THEN SHE SAW ME AND SMILE AND I SAID HI SHE REPLY HI.SO I ASKED HER LETS TAKE PHOTO.SHE AGREED AND WE SMILE FOR THE CAMERA.THEN EVERBODY SAW IT AND DISTURB ME WITH THE UNNECCESARY NOISE..(YOU WILL UNDERSTAND)...I JUST IGNORE...BUT WHATEVER IT IS,SHE MY LOVE,MY LIFE AND MY WORLD...

what i think about myself

2008-07-17T05:09:00.000-07:00

Everyday,i kept thinking,what kind of person am i.I asked my friends and all the answers were different.Some is good and some is bad.some say that i am nice.some says that i am kind.some says i'm not like all the other jerks(boys) in school.some says i'm postive thinker.some says i look innocent.some says i'm polite.some says i'm very good at malay.some says i'm stupid.some says i'm crazy.some say i'm bad.some say say i'm naughty.some say i'm soft.some say i have a good future..This all were said by my teacher and friends.I don't know which one is the truth.i wanna know if i am bad or good.I can't concentrate on my stuffs.i kept thinking about this.i don't wanna be bad.but then some of my friends said that don't listen to what people said.they told me to listen to my heart and accept my own toughts and opinion.so what i think about myself is,i think that i am a good hearted person.evidence=i love to help people who is in need.i'm not good music.evidence=my section leader always scolded me for my music.i'm a scary cat.evidence=i always freak out with what i am scared of.i'm soft.evidence=i am in malay dance.i'm not strong.evidence=i can't fight back.i'm nice.evidence= i always smile to people,,even though i don't know them.so thats what i think about myself..is up to you what u think about me as i don't really care.its my characteristic and you have no rights to critisize me.before you do that,see yourselves if u r perfect or not..don't be kpo..thats all..

2008-07-17T00:29:00.000-07:00

some pictures of malay dance competition

2008-07-17T00:11:00.000-07:00

12 july 2008

hi sorry for my late post..today is my malay dance competition a.k.a fiestari.the first impression in the morning when i wake up,is nervous and scared yet execited..we have to meet at school around 7am for a last rehearsal before we proceed.we practice around 7 to 9.45 am.then we have to get ready.i was force to wear make up as it is a traditional thing for malay dancers.but nvm,i just wear.but it was so freaking thick.then,after we are ready,we went to the performance place which is cheng san cc a.k.a ang mo kio.when we reach there,we just do some touch up.we was the third one to perform..when it is our turn,evryone's heart was pumping very fast.it was so scary.but,dun wurry as we have done our very best and guess what,for doing our best,,,we got top 7..wow..its a miracle..this is our first time joining competition.i hope we can join again next year,,any way,,now we are preparing for racial harmony day.and next year we are joining syf...goodbye...

flew with singapore airlines at 3.30..

2008-07-10T05:22:00.000-07:00

....MY THURSDAY TIMES STORY....

HEY,WHAT A BORING AND PATHETIC DAY FOR ME TODAY.I HAD LESSONS AS PER NORMAL.FUTHER MORE,THE FIRST PERIOD IS MY SUCKEST LESSON WHICH IS ENGLISH.SUCH A BAD LUCK ISN'T IT.IN ENGLISH CLASS TODAY,WHAT WE DID WAS DO SOME ORATORICAL FUCKING STUFF ABOUT ANIMAL FARM.IT IS ALWAYS ABOUT ANIMAL FARM.I GOT SO BORED WITH THAT STORY.SO SUCKING.THEN,I HAD MATHS LESSON.THE MOMENT I STEP INTO THE CLASS,MR LIM(MY MATHS TEACHER) GAVE A FUCKING SUCKING SHOCKING NEWS WHICH IS THERE IS A TEST TODAY AFTER SCHOOL..HE TOLD US LAST MINUTE SIA.HOW DO HE EXPECT ASK TO PASS..WE DID'NT STUDY.CONFIRM ALL MY CLASSMATES FAILED AS HE TOLD LAST MINUTE..THAT IS SO BITCHIE..AFTER THAT,WE HAD RECESS.THEN I HAD MUSIC CLASS.I WAS WONDERING,WHO IS OUR MUSIC TEACHER AND WHY IS SHE NOT HERE..ITS BEEN 3 LESSONS SHE NOT HERE..MUSIC LESSON IS SO BORING..TODAY IS A FUNNY ONE...A RELIEF TEACHER NAME MR BERFIE(BARF) TOOK ASK FOR A RELIEF CLASS.HE SO ABNORMAL..HE TALK LIKE ONE KIND OF PEOPLE FROM THE MENTAL HOSPITAL..HAHA...GOOD ONE...EVERYONE IN MY CLASS WAS LAUGHING AT HIM..HAHA..ME TOO...BUT THAT WAS BAD....AFTER THAT,I HAD D&T CLASS.BUT THEN,MY TEACHER DID'NT COME SO THE RELIEF TEACHER SO STUPID GO AND RELEASED US.SO HAPPY BUT IS A STUPID THING.FORGET IT ANYWAY.THEN WE HAD HOME PERIOD AND SO ON BLA BLA BLA..AND THATS THE END OF SCHOOL.

2008-07-09T06:50:00.000-07:00

A STORY ABOUT MY PREFECT INTERVIEW............

Hi.This is a story of what had happen during my interview..the interview was quite fun n easy too....the interview starts at 3 o clock,,but then my turn was at 3.3o..the person who interviewed me was a girl name farhana.i was quite nervous with the interview but i try my best and be confident.the first question that i was asked was,tell me about yourselves..well i told them everything about me n i just be honest..then she asked to tell about my family n that moment when she asked,,i tell me self in my heart "is this interviewer kpo or what"...so i just tell her...then she asked me to choose whether i want to be prefect or psl..i told her,,i have been a psl before n is so boring..so i picked prefect..she asked why prefect???i told her that prefect is more to discipline so i wanna teach people to be discipline and have all the 3 values of the school which is integrity,respect and care..then another interviewer came n asked what if there were bullier came to bully me...i told her that i will stand up for my rights and tell them what i am suppose to tell them..i make sure they regret bullying a person like me...and there is still more ,,but i had forgotten...thats all...its was a quite long interview too..it took 15 mins...aiyo...

2008-07-08T06:08:00.000-07:00

Hey,it is now 21.03 and i am writting my first blog post.I have just made a new blog.All this were not done by me but was helped by my friend,shieh ying.Well i decided to redo my blog because alot of my friends were saying "what happen to your blog.Is it dead"...so i got so annoyed and i redo it...and here it is,,my new blog...

Today was a normal school day and its Quite boring too.Lesson are as per normal only just now in the morning,all the sec 2 na's had a short talk about the ipw..It was conducted during the reading period n it eats out cme lessons too...The talk was so freaking boring.It is about the video taking method.I almost sleep during the talk..But i can't as there were alot of noise by the students.It was so rude of them when the teacher is teaching n they were shouting across the room..OMG..just feel like slaping them...

Anyway,after the talk,we had some time of cme lessons.what we did was to draw something that represents us.For me,i drew a heart as i am a person who has good and is kind hearted.That is true okay...We draw n draw n draw n i am the first one to finish it..what mdm rukshana did was when she saw the drawing,she only smiled at me.Ouh..is so adorable when she smiled.arh..forget it..after that,mdm rukshana made an announcements,she said me n some of 3 other peoples in my class must go for a prefect interview tomorrow at 3 pm at the library..i was just shocked as this is my second time interviewing..my first one was sec 1 n now sec 2...aiyo...

bla bla bla,,,lesson go on as per normal and now came the english lesson...we had an english test just now n it was so freaking hard..my brain is like gonna explode.It was all about animal farm..boring sia...i hate english but i have to pass..

so,lesson keep going as per normal n its time to go home...after achool,i had a science remedial from 2 to 2.45.we learned about heats today the expand n contracts..Quite interesting too..i like it aha aha...

so after the remedial,i had cca which is mldds...(malay dance)..but we did'nt have malay dance..we had dikir barat instead..ouh so boring..dikir barat is not my type...i am more to dancing...anyway,we are having a malay dance competition this coming saturday 12 july 08 at ang mo kio...and the most fucking thing is dat it clashes with the band concert...so,i can't go for the concert.too bad for me...but i still need to talk to mr poh about thihs..eeeehhh...so scary,,,dun dare...i dun know why i'm so scared of hiim..he's so fierce..ouh..wish me luck n hope dat everythings goes well..if i got shouted,i will urine at my pants sey...errrrr.....

so u see,,today was a tiring day for me..alot of bad things happen to me....it sucks so much..well i got to pen off now...goodbye...

elham flew with singapore airlines at 21.27..
.............have a pleasant flight......................